The end of this feeling (Short Story)

In my opinion, love doesnt need to possess. Only feel it is so beautiful not to know. Not to be saved but to strengthen heart. It is true love.

The story revolves around when I occupied the 3rd semester at the University of Ganesha. My days are never out of this campus, almost every day I spend my time in this beloved campus. Because my activity in here, ranging from lectures, studying, doing assignments to campus UKMs activities that I follow it.

Here I am not alone, I have a close friend. We are both in the same activity of our hobby is hiking. We joined in Walking and Traveling community (WANATA). In here we are spent on our activities, it is not rare that other friends always consider us like a mother hen and her son because we had never been apart.

"Marsya Aurum Anastasia! Khaidar Maliki! "Said Kak Dimas, senior brother of our community.

"Yes, what happened brother?" Answer our compact.

"Ah,  guys you are always both, you are never clay to each own way". Joke brother Dimas as he approached us.

"Lah, we are own brother,  our legs each separated, hahaha!" said Marsya with a laugh.

"Oh yes, brother Just would love to know that next week we will be hiking into the hills of the Rainbow, we camped there, do you want to come?" Asked brother Dimas divert joke earlier.

"Wahh, It’s exciting, I will brother, please get list my name, I will be angry if not list". I replied with a little joke.

"I do brother, do not be fun if he did not come with me, hehehe". Malik said as he pulled out he joked ..

"Okay I will register you are, remember it next week show dont to forget". Firmly kak Dimas.

"Sipp brother, we are definitely remember doing". Our responsibility as he thumbs.

After that we went on a trip to the class, this is where we split up, because our class is different.

When I got home. I direct to prepare on own needed items for camping later. Suddenly,

"Sya, what the prerpare you are ?" Asked Malik startled.

"Ih you must tell me if you want to say dont make me scared ". I snapped while entering equipment needs.

            "Anyway you was daydream on prepare for later ?" Travesty of Malik added.

"Huuu who are daydream, I just remeber what I need to bring any kind, what are you doing here anyways, instead prepare to later." I asked.

"Why ? my equipment was prepare with you yeee". Malik replied, holding out his tongue.

"Ih you are so confident this equipment for me all." I sneered at malik.

"Haha Just kiding I've sorted out anyway, than you daydream while prepare it." Reply Malik as he walked away.

"Haha, okay." I answered briefly.

At the moment for waiting the long-awaited time has arrived. I, Malik and friends WANATA community was ready to follow the hiking event today. One by one member WANATA line up and prepare for the opening ceremony. This morning promptly at 7:00 event was opened by the builder who is also one of our lecturers are Mr. Wardhoyo, officially opened the event and we are getting ready to leave for the hiking location.

We started the trip by bus. As usual I sat with Malik. Again brother Dimas mocking us. "Hey guys you have always been together, go everywhere together, now even both." We both just smiled.

Along the way we continued to chat and joke, especially when brother Dimas tells the funny experiences while attending camp event like this. Until not feel we've reached the destination. But I feel there is a different attitude of Malik, he's so reluctant to join our cheer as he only widen the smile when we laugh.

"Hey, you juat daydream, we had been joking but you did not say anything. There was what Mal? "I asked.

"A smile is expensive, especially if the laugh will be more expensive". Malik replied brief

"Huh, today you're really weird Mal". I said a little testily as Malik strange attitude. Shortly thereafter brother Dimas called me.

"as hopely you are just ownself now, haha". brother taunted Dimas, laughing.

"Ih you always tease it brother, What happen brother?" I asked.

"There's nothing, there's just some things you want to say to you  Sya." Said brother Dimas. But brother Dimas was stopped because there is a call to all participants to immediately assemble.

            "Well later we must go again". said brother Dimas.

Once we finished gathering the trip began, the valley and the road we have traveled together with enough rain.

Along the way I was getting confused with the attitude of Malik being so indifferent to me, we usually do not walk alone, usually he is always there for me no matter where we go. And greeting brother Dimas makes me curious. What would he tell until he looks so serious to say. Aahh ... what hapened with me, with my heart.

Brother Dimas suddenly scared me from behind. Makes me startled to brother Dimas guffaw see my expression.

"Ah. .brother Dimas make just shocked. Have you seen Malik brother? "I asked.

"I saw him there in the back" answered brother Dimas, pointing towards the rear.

"Why he not say to me, he is in the back". My chimes.

Suddenly. . .

"Marsya, Actually I wanted to express something, When first brother see you there are a more beuaty on my feel, comfortable and quiet brother when I saw you, I do not know is a sign of falling in love or merely a feeling of love, even though brother still can not forget lover sister had left because of an accident two years ago, but more and sister met Sya, this sense never separated, sister want to tell you, brother wants to reassure Sya among the thousands of questions that exist in the hearts of these feelings. Whatever your answer Sya, brother will receive the ready "says brother Dimas seriously.

I flinched greeting with brother Dimas. I'm confused, I'm speechless, I’m dillema, I'm not ready. This is not for the time. "Aahh ... no, I thought more and more erratic."

"Hey, you are daydream again,  what this is related with brother huh? Sorry if I was spontaneous but brother also could not hold it too long. Hmm .. Come on, let's continue the journey, the other is getting closer. "Said brother Dimas awaken thoughts.

" yes go ahead I'll wait Malik first brother." I replied as flat as possible.

"Oh yes already waiting in the hill yes brother of our trip around 4 Hours again, the spirit." brother Dimas replied as he stepped and went away.

Long time no see Malik approached, I was more concerned with the circumstances, could he get lost? I was getting upset. I ask everyone passing, but nobody knew where Malik. Shortly thereafter, I get it going, if Malik is helping participants were injured. I was relieved, because now I know where Malik, he was fine down there. I went on a trip and finally arrived at the top of the hill rainbow. So beautiful with bright rainbow colors glow after the rain stopped, no one said this was all rainbow hill. I feel the coolness and peace at this rainbow hill. But suddenly there was a mentor brother called my name in haste.

"Marsya Aurum Anastasia! 'Cried aloud brother Satria and haste.

"Yes, what happened brother?" I replied as he ran.

Brother Satria convey something that happened this afternoon Malik, then brother Satria gave me a letter surrogate of Malik. After that brother Satria rushed to collect other senior brother to evacuate to Malik. I jerked back as it gets news that Malik fell from a cliff while helping other participants. He slipped while trying to support the weight of other participants that he please. This incident made me Shock, all the beauty that is here meant nothing. I like crashing into a deep ravine. I can not believe this happened to my friend? My mind was crushed to hear of this incident. Everything is gone, no longer feel the beauty of the rainbow gushed about the soothing nature no longer feels all bias and disappeared. I was not strong enough to resist fatigue, I fell down and lost consciousness.

A few moments later I woke up and cried, asking where Malik but no one tells its existence, I wanted to get up but was unable to stand me, then I remembered about a letter that kak Satria Leave me, finally I opened the letter titipn of Malik.

"Love is so beautiful, Nothing is more beautiful than a sense of falling in love. Although this is only capable of feeling pent suffices me feel. Maybe you're confused by this situation, or are you angry with this my attitude. I rather reluctantly close to you but I just do not want to ruin our perasahabatan, I'm not brave enough to express it but it makes me ill, jealouse, it is better to avoid you so that you can choose and obtain happiness. I do not know when I began to love you, I can not bring myself to reveal it to you, I was too scared, everything was different when we are together in friendship, it's a matter of love that makes this unusual heart. "

            I was stunned after reading the letter. Now I am aware of this situation, I understand why he's away from me. I was getting upset, until finally came the news that Malik has died in hospital Paramedika. I'm more sad, I can not accept this incident. I immediately asked my senior brother to take me to where Malik in care. I was up at the Hospital Paramedika, there has been no parents Malik and my parents were sobbing because of this incident.

Thank you my little friend. All the wonderful stories we've been through since childhood until now, will I remembered always. You're the best friend at the same time most people my dear, although you now gone. I can not believe you've left me faster than I imagined. Goodbye Maliki Khaidar, goodbye love. I did continue to remember you until whenever.

By : Darmawan M